living in the shadow

I love when I get to wear combat boots and ballet slippers in the same day. Love it. Ballet today was hard, but it was my own fault for not being 100% there mentally. My body didn't know what to do cause my brain couldn't focus. And my toes hurt, and Dr. Suzanne has started noticing how I knuckle my toes and trying to help me fix them, cause my balance on my right foot sucks. However, we are starting to learn the choreography for our performance at the end of the year, and she keeps telling us about our pretty baby blue dresses, for which I am ecstatic.