Last night I decided to just say, fuck it. I give up. I give up on trying so hard. I am going to sit back and let what happens naturally, happen. Because that is when it is good. When I try to force things, that's when I get upset and frustrated. I am going to just enjoy spending time with the people who are actually available and choosing to be around me. If she doesn't want to come around, then she doesn't have to.
Of course, right after I decided this, she and some other friends strolled into my room. It didn't last long, but she was there. Sitting down on my floor, like she belonged there.
I am going to take it as a good sign.
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