love, save the empty

i think that the universe has been waiting for me to be full, -- because falling in love when you are empty never ends well -- full of life and happiness and love of myself. the universe has been waiting for me to be completely happy with myself and able to find peace and contentment and ease my mind all on my own, without anyone's help. waiting until i can wake up alone every day and still smile at the sun and the birds in the trees. only once i am completely whole on my own, then and there is when the universe is going to hand me another beautifully whole and full person to love and be loved by.