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I believe that every boy a girl falls at least a little bit in love with is locked away in the corners of her heart, in their own tiny cell -- waiting for the first opportunity to scratch their way out and plant themselves in her mind again. It sucks, how they never disappear completely, even when you've convinced yourself that they have, that you don't care anymore. Because some small part of you still does.

Because I ignored him, refused to give him want he wanted - my attention - now he is haunting my subconscious. Two nights in a row. I need to put the horseshoe back up over my bed so that the nightmares stop.