you gotta believe

i love him so much. sometimes i forget, or don't realize how much he's taught me about being a better person. standing in front of him, i feel like the best version of myself. when i went away to school i told myself that, even though i wouldn't be able to go to every concert i wanted to see, i WON'T give up his shows. because they are like this special kind of oxygen that i only get so many times a year (it had been over a year, this time) and i can't forget what that oxygen means to me. i won't forget.