I've got a love that keeps me waiting.

Sometimes, when the distance starts to grow and I've spent too much time thinking and not enough time actually with you, I wonder how I got to this point. I can't figure it out. How did my heart get so gone? How did I end up so painfully, unbearably in love with this girl? It feels like it just happened. It feels like I've been stuck in the middle of this mess of feelings forever. I don't remember how it started. I can't wrap my brain around the way that I feel. Why did this happen?