it's real love

is it weird that i can't imagine myself ever falling in love or being intimate with someone? as much as i want it. i know i can't simply want a perfect being into existence. being alone is the only thing i have ever known, i've never known anything else for myself. i have gotten good at being alone and being happy that way. the only person we are sure that we have to spend our whole life with is ourself, so why not make myself happy that way? i don't want to be anybody's anything.

i am the hero of this story, don't need to be saved