You've got my heart in a headlock.

ouchouchouchouch. How am I supposed to look at you? It hurts too much and looking at you doesn't make me want to smile anymore, so sorry if I don't. You don't make an effort, so why should I? I just can't deal with you and how you are still the most beautiful person in my universe. I don't want to think that anymore, but I do. I still do.