Won't stop till it's over.

I feel like I have spent this entire year floundering and at a loss as to what to do next, and not really receiving much assistance from the universe. I have put so many questions out into the infinite abyss and asked for guidance countless times, and I feel like nothing has changed. I still haven't found the signs that should be in front of me. The only thing the universe has placed in front of me, is people that I can want desperately only to never get to wrap my hands around them and take what I want. I don't know what to do anymore. I am reduced to spending the rest of this year getting over yet another girl I couldn't have.