Tuesday, September 21, 2010
my heart is breaking and my soul is crying
Ballet is killing my soul and I feel like falling apart and crying because it's so hard. But I don't regret it and I won't give up. Deep down, (very deep, today) I love it too much. But now that I feel like a wreck and my soul is reaching out for something, anything to put me back together, my North Star is leaving for two and a half months and I don't think I can survive without her. I really do want to cry into my carrots right now.
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This is exactly how I've been feeling today (but replace ballet with maths + physics)
ReplyDeleteI kept wanting to just give up and cry but I wouldn't let myself. Achieving our dreams will make it all worth it :)
Thank you :) I hope the rest of your week goes well!
ReplyDeletesometimes thing have to get messy, to become perfect.
ReplyDeletei wish i was brave enough to do ballet.
Ballet is the hardest thing I've ever done, harder than French even, but it's also the best decision I've ever made. I have to thank Keltie for telling me to take it.
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