"i wish it didn't hurt with every thought of you. you have my heart."

i'm tired of feeling soulbroken. not heartbroken, because i have nothing to actually feel pain over. soulbroken. i feel like i am pouring all these good vibes and love out into the universe for the people i care about, hoping that they get to keep the good things they have received in their lives, and i have been praying for guidance or something for myself, but i'm not getting anything in return. i wish someone would think of me for once.