should i just keep on--

it's a little scary when you are suddenly and unexpectedly reminded of the fragility of life. i hope you can remember to live out every moment you have to the fullest.

i can close my eyes with this song on and remember saying goodbye. (&it's not even a sad song.) it's just the memories of that day. i wrote them all down, even though it's clear as day in my mind. there should be a word to describe the feeling of driving-away-and-watching-someone-get-smaller-in-the-rearview. a way to explain the inexplicable way i can't hold back tears everytime i have to say goodbye, even if it's see-you-in-six-days goodbye. i miss too many people.